I can't explain you here what it is to get lost in time and never get a hold of it. Waited for the light to fall on me but the wings of time got suspended and, it took longer than I thought to unveil the curtains of my darkness. It was a very dark phase of me sitting on a lonely chair, looking outside, doing nothing, no, not even thinking. For next some hours; sometimes, till the dawn & Some days I've laid down on my bed whole day long, just like that. No matter how hard it was to fight against my own demons, I never wanted to win but just wanted to see myself if I could pass through the phase I was trying to escape from.
I was abandoned by time.